Yeaah Start Fighting!

Yap ga kerasa ya udah bulan Februari aja.. Itu berarti buat kami, angkatan 3 SMAIT Insantama harus sudah mengencangkan ikat pinggang perjuangan kami #halah Tentunya perjuangan kita udah dimulai sebelum-sebelumnya dong, kalo sekarang-sekarang ini intinya ya tinggal dinaikin speednya dikebut gitudeh. Tapi buat kalian yang mungkin belum tau, kita memperjuangkan apa sih? Oke, mari kita ulas #bahasanyasokbgt Everybody have their dreams, tuh garis bawahin, miringin, tebelin kalimat tadi, yauda aku aja(?) Nah, kita walaupun masih anak putih abu-abu jangan dikira ya ga punya mimpi-_- hari gini masih gapunya mimpi? lol. Kita ini punya mimpi besar setinggi angkasa, galaksi, langit ketujuh(?) Apalagi kalo bukan acara mengasah jiwa kepemimpinan khas SMAIT Insantama ;) Tapi bedanya yang akan kami laksanakan ini udah tingkat ketiga loh, artinya ya tingkat terakhir selama kita masih SMA disini. Judul kerennya LKMA (Latihan Kepemimpinan dan Managemen Tingkat Akhir) yang dimana siswa/i dituntut untuk menaikkan level mereka menjadi mahasiswa/i. Iyalah, namanya juga calon mahasiswa/i. Eits, tapi jangan kaget dulu, level apa nih? Yang pertama jelas Kepemimpinan mereka yang lebih dilancipin, kedua Managemen, entah itu waktu, emosi, uang, dan semua hal yang berkaitan. Umumnya sih cuman itu doang, tapi kalo diperinci lagi mungkin kamu harus scroll down sampe paling bawah #becanda Kita angkatan ketiga ini punya mimpi yang jauh tinggi melambung dari angkatan-angkatan kami sebelumnya, jika LKMA 2012 Goes to Malaysia, LKMA 2013 Goes to Malaysia and Singapore, lalu kita mencoba yang lebih wow, LKMA 2014 Flies to Aussie, gotcha! Kita gak cuman asal milih tempat, banyak banget pertimbangannya. Salah satunya adalah ada penduduk muslimnya. Kitakan emang sekolah islam, masa kita jauh-jauh keluar negeri gak bagi-bagi dengan saudara seiman kita disana, ya gak? Kalo dibilang, berarti kamu bangga dong masuk Insantama? OF COURSE YES! Gak banyak sekolah yang kayak gini gais! Dan kalo dibilang aku anak yang paling beda pilih sekolah. Loh kok? Because I've got my adventure soul, so I must show'em in here. Ini sekolah-paling-menantang-mengasyikan-paling-seru-mengharukan-di-dunia #gamaksutalay Beneran deh permen nano-nano pas bgt buat ngerasain disini. Yah namanya juga kehidupan, kalo gada rasanya itu berarti udah mati! Jadi ya gais buat kalian-kalian yang membaca blog ini diharapkan interest/support us to make our dream comes true. Gaperlu repot-repot kok :)) Cukup ikuti terus perjuangan tim kita dengan follow twitter kita @lkma2014 dan page di FB : LKMA Flies To Australia 2014 juga blog kece kita ya :) lkma.blogspot.com :) Thanks SO MUUUCH guys for reading this post :')

dear for dearest

It's love letter for them who separated by time and space :)

Still remember 29 Nov?
Seventeen years ago
When a little pretty baby girl was born
With curved eyelash, very pretty
The descendant of you both
Yeah, she born with a thousand wishes
A million thankies to god you whispered
Her name is Dzakiyyah Rusydah
What a pretty name that is
So, if someone asked me what my weakness
I'll say If all around the world know,
I'm a lucky girl born to this killer world
Even if all knew,
seems like the old of me still there,
waitin to be explore

Seventeen years passed with you mean everything especially for me,
you always say to me holdin on the days drag on, don't forget to seize the day
I can't count how many times you said
Truly I wanna be with you
I miss you by my side
I miss your wishes for me
I miss your love
I miss your laugh
I miss everything we did together
So, I'll make today is the best day
I know maybe you don't want me to grow up and
I'll say oh mum, don't you ever worry bout that, I still me, this is me with all I have :)


-291113 00:00-

Dear Ma Heros

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than Iam
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older, too
And don't lose the way that you dance around
In your PJs getting ready for school

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

No one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have
Is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to
Please try to never grow up

Don't you ever grow up
(Never grow up)
Just never grow up

Those songs officially for ma beloved brus and sist, specially ma brus yuno I love and miss you so much<3 So I decided to sing those songs full of wishes and hopes :)) Wish you never grow up. 

-Silver Queen-

Why flies to Aussie??

Jengjeng, gimana asal mula rencana 2014 nanti LKMA ke Aussie? Aku gatau jelasnya kayak apa, cuman yang aku dan diriku tahu karena aku mencetuskannya hehew(?) Karena pastinya ada debatnya dululah nentuin begituan, anak intam jagonya berdebat hehe. Dan terjadilah conversation like this maybe :

X : "Gimana kalo LKMA kita haji aja?"

Z : "HAH?! HAJI??"

X : "Iya kan bisa sekalian ibadah dapet pahala."

Z : "APAA?? Engga ah jauh banget lagian juga LKMA ya LKMA presentasi ya presentasi, kasian dobel niat ntar hajinya ga sah. Lagian ya kita LKMA walaupun haji juga pasti konsen kita kepecah dan gabakal maksimal ibadah hajinya. Sayang duit sayang tenaga. Kalo ibadah ya fokusin ibadah aja."

X : "Tapi bisa kok."

Z : "Bisa sih bisa tapi yakan ga maksimal. Mending ke Aussie aja, pendidikannya maju banget buat refreshing juga oke banget. Lagian juga PTN nya oke banget banyak pula hehe. Ke Melbourne yang paling banyak dan oke."

-e.t.c-

Dan emang bener sob, jujur nih ya daridulu aku itu udah kepincut pengen banget ngebet ke Aussie ya Allah :3 Dari smp udah interest banget sampe-sampe dulu pas jaman smp pernah ada kayak pameran pendidikan luar negeri gitu di suatu kota dan ya namanya juga impian dari jaman baheula, jadilah aku ikut pameran pendidikan bergengsi itu. Pas taunya aja ngajak temen sama ortu. Nyampe ternyata acaranya di ballroom hotel mewah gitu, yaudah namanya nekat dan ortuku juga gabisa nolak lagi hehe. Jadilah kedua ortuku ikut seminarnya sekalian tips-tips gitu deh sekolah diluar negeri. Dari berbagai negara loh ada Aussie, Germany, British, Canada, apalagi gitu aku lupa-_- Pokoknya banyak dan top deh. Aku pede aja kali keliling ballroom hotel itu karena emang standnya bentuk mengelilingi ballroom. Dan hampir semua institusi pendidikan yang ada di Aussie aku datengin nanya-nanya dan yap ini dia yang di incar apalagi kalo bukan brosur haha. Lucunya aku masih inget banget pas lagi di depan stand University of Melbourne, kan aku cerinya pede banget gitu, terus taunya ada ibu-ibu gitu yang duduk disebelahnya mumku nanya gini "Itu puterinya ya bu? Udah mau lulus sma ya? Mau masuk univ mana dimana?" Malunya selangit ketujuh kayanya pas itu haduh-- Dengan bangganya mumku jawab "Masih smp kok bu(hehe) katanya mau di Aussie dia ntar, gatau lagi terserah anaknya aja." Ahaaay denger jawaban belio aja hatiku langsung jingkrak-jingkrak(?) Yaudalah bodo amat emang itu impian aku dan aku juga ga malu buat ngejar impian aku *asik* Pas mau pulang, berat parah kedua tangan ini, pas taunya aja ngeliat ya Allah tangan udah full of paper bag yang isinya brosur-brosur univ tadi yang aku thawafin. Ternyata banyaaak banget, so pastilah jangan dikira kayak brosur sd smp sma, pelis-_- lebih macho, lebih full color dan ++ dahyaaa ngeliat dan ngebacanya udah keren banget apalagi kalo masuk ya *pikirku dulu* apalagi seneng banget pas ngeliat ada 1 orang aja muslimah di satu brosur yang lebih tepatnya kayak majalah itu. Saking dulu aku ngebet banget aku sampe bikin segala macem rencana mulai dari browsing hampir tiap hari tentang kehidupan disana, sampe temenku dulu bule semua di Aussie *dumay haha* Pernah aku dulu aku punya sahabat dumay gitu namanya Deanne, dia siswi di salah satu smp di kota Warrnambool Aussie. Aneh emang nama kotanya. Dulu aku juga ga pernah ngedenger kota itu. Ternyata di deket Melbourne, sampe situ hatiku udah loncat-loncat(?) Kayaknya kita emang ditakdirin sahabatan di dumay. Buktinya? Selama hampir 2 tahun kita masih chat aktif cerita-cerita. Pernah ada satu conversation yang unfogettable bgt, the first time. 

R : "Hey, where are ya from?"

D : "Warrnambool. Australia."

R : "Oh, cool." *speechless*

D : "wbu?"

R : "Indonesia."

D : "Cool. Which city?"

R : "*....*"

D : "Cool, tell me bout it. I think its so interesting."

R : "Really? Aussie is so cool and I wanna go there someday lol."

D : "Haha I'll wait ya lol."

R : "So?"

D : "Tell me pls."

R : "Ohkay, *cerita panjang kali lebar sama dengan*

D : "Cool cool very cool. I hope live at there someday then I'll get perfect skin lol."

R : "Haha of course, omg I think you just kidding me right haha."

D : "Of course not, I love all about Indo. The beaches, the sun, the weather, the culture and of course the people. So cool huh."

R : "Whatever you said lol. I just tell ya the truth lol."

*capek bgt ah nyeritain semuanya the important point is she said INDONESIA IS SO AMAZING, and I think ya emejing apanya coba saking emejingnya-_- If she told bout skin, pelis emang segimananya sih pengen benget punya warna kulit cokelat-- huh emang gitu kali ya ah manusia-.- tapi coba di mataku Aussie itu wow banget padahal sok iye banget udah pernah kesana aamiin(?) Tapi Aussie masih tetep dihati dong~ Masih ada rencana kuliah disana entah gelar master atau sarjana aamiin aja deh. Dan alhamdulillahnya dulu dadku pernah nawarin maen-maen gitu kesana eh pas taunya aja barengan sama uas hiks. Tapi menurut survei aku ceileh aku punya sih alhamdulillah link keluarga di Melbourne jadi ya mungkin aminin aja rencana itu tetep berjalan dan tentunya LKMA angkt.4 yaa ;) Hebatnya uti aku ini di Melbourne itu bisnis jualan makanan aseli Indo yang bulet-bulet ituloh, tau kan? Ya pikir aja deh pada orang Indo kan haha ._.v So these univs on ma book's list :

Jadi kawaaan, salah satu tujuan pribadiku ke Aussie ya lumayanlah buat survey hehe ya ga?

Bilang aamiin ya kawaaan Maap rada ga nyambung ._.v TAPI SEBENERNYA NYAMBUNG KOK *kepslokrusak

-Silver Queen-

Garut in Love

Garut in love? Yeah, I think. Actually, I'm in love with the people, culture, children, and beautiful scenery. I love'em. Can I explain? I can't. These picts will tell ya, enjoy ;)

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sorry to say that-_-

see ya next weekend I'll post the other ;;)

SO STAY STALK(?)

LKMM 2013 goes to Garut

A: How your feelin?

B: Great, fantastic, unforgettable, good, nice, fine, happy, smile, rain, cold, tea, people, taste, SUNDANESE, silent, children, teacher, moments, capture, .......

B : WUT??

A : Sorry, I'm speechless._.v

*kalo disuruh nulis kesan lkmm kemaren bakal kutulis : "my tongue gets tied the words get trapped." somebody help(?) ;)

if...

if the dark sky turns into blue...
if the moonlight turns into sunlight...
if black turns into white...
if the rose turns into jasmine...
and the rain turns into rainbow...
I'll always be there for them no matter it takes, happen I will be and always.
-LKMA 2014 goes to Aussie-